Meditations

I sleep under an open window
Waiting for dreams to drift inside
Sometimes it gets cold but my heart stays warm
I sculpted a new soul out of rose quartz and gold
It's shinier than ever so I make sure to clean it every day
I live on a diet of paint, photosynthesized sunlight, and music notes
I'm healthy and I'm strong so I know I'm doing this right
These little rituals I've crafted,
Love notes to myself,
A small remedy I found for peace
I go on art adventures
I walk on sugared honey pathways
They're otherworldly meditations
Down feather comforters for my spirit
Some days are better than others
I'm broken down and missing parts, 'cause I've got a lemon heart
But I have my bandages and my needle and thread
And I have my ceremonies
Healing medicine that I take daily
Swallow it down with cinnamon tea
Each breath I take is a thank-you to the universe
For giving me this life
Sometimes it hurts to be alive
And that's when I use my meditations ❤

Dirty Beautiful

Let me love my glass skin
I built a bouquet of magic out of my heartbreak
My journey has been rocky and my feet are bloody
But it's worth it to fall in love with myself
My imperfections are perfect
My weakness is my strength
No one else can hear the music in my head but it's the most beautiful song I've ever heard
Beautiful, violent, vulgar
Snow in summer
The ocean on fire
Maybe I'm still just a mess
But I've come to love the dysfunction
I follow my whirlwind heart
What a wild ride, to be by my side
Up and down eternally like the changing tides
I am allowed to be whoever I want to be
I am my artwork, inspired by oddity
Dirty beautiful aesthetic
Broken but glued back together
I'll give you my love if you give me your faith
My quirky, oversized, overjoyed love is worth it
I got a rose gold soul and flowers growing out of my bruises
Platinum scars and art gallery memories
Speed bumps here, speed bumps there, it's alright
Trust the process
What a surreal gift, to live this strange life
Unapologetic, unashamed
I can say I'm proud of my earthly time
And my alien heart
The longest drive with the roughest terrain, but
Dirty beautiful scenery
My favorite vacation.