Meditations

I sleep under an open window
Waiting for dreams to drift inside
Sometimes it gets cold but my heart stays warm
I sculpted a new soul out of rose quartz and gold
It's shinier than ever so I make sure to clean it every day
I live on a diet of paint, photosynthesized sunlight, and music notes
I'm healthy and I'm strong so I know I'm doing this right
These little rituals I've crafted,
Love notes to myself,
A small remedy I found for peace
I go on art adventures
I walk on sugared honey pathways
They're otherworldly meditations
Down feather comforters for my spirit
Some days are better than others
I'm broken down and missing parts, 'cause I've got a lemon heart
But I have my bandages and my needle and thread
And I have my ceremonies
Healing medicine that I take daily
Swallow it down with cinnamon tea
Each breath I take is a thank-you to the universe
For giving me this life
Sometimes it hurts to be alive
And that's when I use my meditations ❤

A Poem For Mike

Your poor, sweet soul
So tortured inside you
Falling faster and faster without a net
I hope peace finally caught it with open arms
I hope your broken heart can now rest easy
The world is a little colder without you in it
A little darker and a lot harder
I'll miss you forever, like the moon misses the sun in the night sky
I hope you know how much I love you
Maybe one day, when you get bored with the clouds, you can come back down for a visit and let me know you're okay
Seeing you happy one last time would be an honor
But until then, sleep well
My sweet angel friend.




Rest in peace, Mike. ♥

Recipe

Destroy what you know
Eat flowers
Listen to the moon
Befriend yourself
Talk to strangers
Stop giving away pieces of yourself to people who don't deserve them
Admit fault, apologize, and forgive yourself
Let yourself feel
Feed your soul
Walk away when it's time to walk away
Throw a party for your flaws
Wear your scars like trophies
Question everything
Allow indulgence in vices
Never press pause on the music in your head
Trust your energy
Expand your consciousness
Take a bath with lavender oil and your favorite songs
Honor both the light and dark inside you
Thank the universe
Wipe off the blood, sew yourself back together, and bandage yourself up
Live in rainbows
Turn your madness into art
Live in euphoria, perform magic, and accept your final liberation.